Morning Song

♫ Over the Rainbow - Israel Kamakawiwoʻole (To continue please click button "ENTER")

Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high, And the dreams that you dream of, once in a lullaby, Somewhere over the rainbow, blue birds fly, And the dreams that you dream of, dreams really do come true...

Someday I'll wish upon a star, Wake up where the clouds are far behind me. Where trouble melts like lemon drops, High above the chimney top, That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow, bluebirds fly, And the dream that you dare to, Why, oh why can't I?

I see trees of green, red roses too, I watch them bloom for me and you, And I think to myself, what a wonderful world...

Well I see skies of blue, and I see clouds of white, The brightness of day, I like the dark, And I think to myself, what a wonderful world...

The colors of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky, Are also on the faces of people passing by, I see friends shakin' hands, sayin' 'How do you do?' They're really say I, I love you...

I hear babies cryin', and I watch them grow, They'll learn much more than we'll know, And I think to myself, what a wonderful world...

Someday I'll wish upon a star, Wake up where the clouds are far behind me. Where trouble melts like lemon drops, High above the chimney top, That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high, And the dream that you dare to, Why, oh why can't I? [Songwriters: E.Y. Harburg / Harold Arlen] گرامافون#

Lately

♫ Lately - Lera Lynn

Lately I'm not feeling like myself. When I look into the glass, I see someone else. I hardly recognize this face I wear. When I stare into her eyes, I see no one there. Lately I'm not feeling like myself.

Lately I've been losing all my time. All that mattered to me slipped my mind. Every time I hit another town. strangers appear to lock me down. Lately I've been losing all my time. 

The mystery that no one knows. Where does love go when it goes? 

Lately words are missing from now on. Vanished in the haze of love gone wrong. There's no future, there's no past. In the present, nothing lasts. Lately someone's missing from now on. 

The mystery that no one knows. Where does love go when it goes? The mystery that no one knows. Where does love go when it goes? [Songwriters: Seori R. Burnett] گرامافون#

A Monster Calls

- many things that are true feel like a cheat...

i don't get it. who's the good guy here?

there is not always a good guy, conor o'malley. nor is there always a bad one. most people are somewhere in between.

- belief is half of all healing. belief in the cure, belief in the future that awaits. your belief is valuable, so you must be careful where you put it, and in whom.

- the eyes. the eyes, that's it. life is always in the eyes. if you get that, you'll be a proper artist. yeah. look. this is how we draw the eyes in. this is where the eyes catch the reflection. then we see the life in the eyes, see that? it's life. آپارات#

• A Monster Calls - 2016 ‧ Drama/Fantasy ‧ 1h 48m - 7.5/10 IMDb 

♫ [Tear Up This Town - Keane]

I wanna hand you my heart and let you carry the load, Nobody tells you anything you need to know, I need a friend but a friend is so hard to find, I need an answer but I’m always one step behind. 

Cause it takes time, Learning to fly.

Do you ever feel like all you want is to go home, To kiss the earth, to weave a way through this storm, Some days I rage like a fire in the wilderness, Some days I only need the darkness and a place to rest.

Oh it takes time, (It takes time) Learning to fly.

Tear up this town, Blinking in the sunlight as the walls come down, This fire will burn, Digging for a truth that just can’t be found, Don’t want your lessons in love, I want to tear it all up.

I need a friend but a friend is so hard to find, I need an answer but I’m always one step behind, Oh it takes time, (It takes time) Yes, it takes time, (It takes time) Learning to fly

Tear up this town, Blinking in the sunlight as the walls come down, This fire will burn, Digging for a truth that just can’t be found, Don’t want your lessons in love, I want to tear it all up. گرامافون#

home

♫ "Home" - Michael Buble

Another summer day, Has come and gone away, In Paris and Rome, But I wanna go home.

May be surrounded by, A million people I, Still feel all alone, Just wanna go home, Oh, I miss you, you know. 

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you, Each one a line or two, "I'm fine baby, how are you?", Well, I would send them but I know that it's just not enough, My words were cold and flat, And you deserve more than that. 

Another aeroplane, Another sunny place, I'm lucky, I know, But I wanna go home, I've got to go home. 

Let me go home, I'm just too far from where you are, I wanna come home. 

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life, It's like I just stepped outside, When everything was going right, And I know just why you could not, Come along with me, This was not your dream, But you always believed in me. 

Another winter day has come, And gone away, In either Paris or Rome, And I wanna go home, Let me go home. 

And I'm surrounded by, A million people I, Still feel alone, And let me go home,Oh, I miss you, you know. 

Let me go home, I've had my run, Baby, I'm done, I gotta go home, Let me go home, It'll all be all right, I'll be home tonight, I'm coming back home... گرامافون#

"من یه مادرم"

زنانی که هویت خود را در گروِ نقش مادری‌شان می‌یابند، زنانی آسیب‌دیده و زخم‌خورده‌اند؛ مادرهای تنهایی که مسئولیت و بارِ زندگی را یک تنه به دوش می‌کشند، حتا اگر در ظاهر متاهل و در قالب خانواده‌ای کامل زندگی کنند. فشارهای روحی و عاطفی، بی‌مهری‌ها و ستیز برای آینده‌ای مبهم، زنان بسیاری را از خود بیگانه می‌کند. مادرانی که وابسته به فرزندانشان هستند و از وجودِ آنان، هستی می‌گیرند. مادرانی که هیچ تعریفی از خود به عنوان انسانی مستقل و آزاد، انسانی با تمام حقوق طبیعی برای زندگی، ندارند. خود را فدای فرزندان کردن، شجاعانه نیست. احترام‌برانگیز؟ بله، اما مالکیت جستن بر زندگیِ دیگری برای تمام سختی‌ها و گذشته‌ای که پشتِ سر نهاده‌اند؟ نه. مَدِلاین مَکِنزی مادری است که ترسِ ترک شدن و تنهایی، لحظه‌ای رهایش نمی‌کند. هر قدمِ رو به جلو، هر اندیشه‌ی مستقلی از جانب دخترانش را به منظور طرد شدن خود تلقی می‌کند. کاراکتری که بارها تاکید می‌کند "من یه مادرم" و زندگی بدون حضور فرزندانی که خود را به آن‌ها گره زده است، کابوسی سرد و تاریک را برایش معنا می‌کند. هراندازه که خود را دوست بداریم، هراندازه که زندگی کردن برای خودمان، و نه دیگری را بلد باشیم، انسانی قوی و موفق خواهیم بود. و به تبع، انسان‌های قوی و موفقی را نیز پرورش خواهیم داد. اینکه فرزند خود را تنها دلیلمان برای ادامه‌ی زندگی بدانیم، تحسین‌برانگیز نیست، ترحم‌انگیز است. [مَدِلاین مَکِنزی، از شخصیت‌های Big Little Lies] #واژه‎بافی #آپارات

♫ دانلود موزیک Cold Little Heart - Michael Kiwanuka [تیتراژ آغازی سریال]

Did you ever want it? Did you want it bad? Oh, my. It tears me apart. Did you ever fight it? All of the pain, so much power. Running through my veins. Bleeding, I'm bleeding. My cold little heart. Oh I, I can't stand myself. And I know. In my heart, in this cold heart. I can live or I can die. I believe if I just try. You believe in you and I. In you and I... Did you ever notice. I've been ashamed. All my life. I've been playing games. We can try to hide it. It's all the same. I've been losing you. One day at a time. Bleeding, I'm bleeding. My cold little heart. Oh I, I can't stand myself. And I know. In my heart, in this cold heart. I can live or I can die. I believe if I just try. You believe in you and I. In my heart, in this cold heart. I can live or I can die. I believe if I just try. You believe in you and I. In you and I... Maybe this time I can be strong. But since I know who I am. I'm probably wrong. Maybe this time I can go far. But thinking about where I've been. Ain't helping me start... گرامافون#

دوباره عشق

حامد همایون "دوباره عشق" را به بازار موسیقی عرضه کرد. [تیتر از سایت موسیقی ما] +این آلبوم را از دست ندهید که بدجور بابِ دل و لذت‌بخش است. #اعلان #گرامافون

let's go

آبان باشد و یک عصر جمعه هم در پیش... خب، علاج واقعه را قبل از وقوع باید کرد. با کمی فضای ریتمیک و قرّی موافقید؟ پس لطفن به ترتیب گوش بسپارید. فیت بای جیرجیرک :)  [عید اومد بهار اومد - گروه آریان]  [مستی - اسفندیار]  [بریم زیر بارون - محمدرضا هدایتی]  [تموم قلب من - احسان خواجه‌امیری] #اعلان #گرامافون

آمده‌ام تا که سلامت کنم

مثل هر روز صبح ساعت 10 که از خانه می‌زنم بیرون و می‌گویم به امیدت...، سلام. آخرین‌باری که حرف زدیم خاطرت هست؟ توی ماشینِ پارک‌شده در سایه نشسته بودم و گنبد فیروزه‌ای و خوش‌رقصیِ پنج پرنده را نگاه می‌کردم. پنج‌تا بودند، مگرنه؟ می‌دانی عادت کرده‌ام با لب‌های بسته حرف‌هایم را بگویم، راستش خیال می‌کنم این‌طور مجبور می‌شوی گوش‌هایت را تیز کنی و سُر بخوری توی ذهنم. درست همان‌جایی که پشت پنجره‌اش نشسته‌ام و نگاهت می‌کنم. دلم برایت تنگ شده رفیقِ جانم، روزها و ماه‌ها و سال‌ها از قرارهای عاشقانه‌مان می‌گذرد. رفیق خوبی نبودم، نه؟ می‌دانم. اصلا به‌قول علیرضا آذر "من پای بدی‌های خودم می‌مانم." 

به گمانم اشک نشانه‌ی خوبی‌ست، مثل روبانی رنگی که راه را نشانت می‌دهد و می‌گوید هنوز گم نشدی. خوب است که هنوز نشانی‌ات را می‌دانم. بی‌تو من می‌ترسم، خیلی هم می‌ترسم... هیچ‌کس دوست ندارد جلوی اسمش ضربدر بخورد، همه می‌خواهند به آن‌ها افتخار کنی، می‌دانی؟ 

وقتی آدم دلش پر است و چشم‌هایش تر، دیدش تار می‌شود. اما درست لحظه‌ای که دیگر هیچ‌چیز پیدا نیست اشک‌هایت می‌چکند و نگاهت را روشن می‌کنند. تعبیر خوبی‌ست. راستی می‌شود این آهنگ را با هم گوش کنیم؟ حرف‌های زیادی توی نت‌هایش نهفته است و خب، زبان دل آدم‌ها با هم فرق دارد. این‌بار شاعرانه‌اش کردم...  [موزیک از بلاگ توکا]  [اینجا بشنوید] #واژه‌بافی #گرامافون

Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.

Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there,

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,

You can't break my spirit - 

it's my dreams you take.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd be the father of your child.

I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.

We've had our doubts but now we're fine,

And I love you, I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.

In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bear my soul in time,

When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow